“The loneliest moment in someone’s life is when they are watching their whole world fall apart, & all they can do is stare blankly.”
— F. Scott Fitzgerald, The Great Gatsby
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“And I was listening to you. As if to music, as if to peace.”
—
Eavan Boland, from New Collected Poems: “Against Love Poetry,”
مَا كُنت ارضَى بالهَوانِ من الهَوى
فالقَلبُ صَار من الهَوَى مُرتَابَا
.
إنِي وإنْ أبدَيتُ مَاءَ مَشاعِري
أخفَيتُ بَحرًا من هَوايَ مهابَا
“She makes you think of the sun. When it rises, hitting your skin. You feel warmth in your veins for the first time in a long time. And when it sets… there’s blue, purple, orange and yellow filling my bones and in that moment you freeze, overflowing with all the hope for life you have ever had. She makes you think of the rain. You’re in bed with your mind drifting off back to days you don’t want to remember, but then there’s rain. You run out the sliding door, glasses misty with raindrops and you remember the days you’d sing Sinatra at the top of your lungs, socks soaking not caring if you wake up with a cold the next day. She makes you think of books. Walking along the beach to the shell shop, where books are staked to ceiling. Pages that’s been touched by hundreds, infused with tears of joy and heart break. Getting lost between spines rather than yourself. You know it’s never been easy to speak about anything with anyone, but you have to admit to yourself that talking to her is like playing guitar…once you start you never want to stop. The small things, the big things. Her favourite colour to what breaks her heart. Making sure she smiles at least once a day has become important, making sure she she knows shes not alone is important. Something happened in my past that made yellow leave a bitter taste in my month, but the more I get to know this angel, the more I’ve started to love yellow again.”
— She makes me think of yellow
@aboveeethestars (via heftyskies)
Hi dear,
You did you’re best today. Every strength you own you’ve put in the line. Think about it, you sacrificed everything from you’re heart to you’re bones, without second-thinking, for something you believed in was right. With pure heart and true open hands, It’s not you’re fault it didn’t go to as planned, maybe it wasn’t you’re right time and place to be here and now. Pleas don’t be sorry and worry, don’t blame youreself for things you have no power in, at least you tried. The hole point is you’re still alive and did whatever you could in your power for changing and improving. I know you been afraid awhile but that’s just been a feeling not an obstacle, you can easy erease it. Overcoming Fear will not kill you only make you stronger and fitter to fight. Not every plan will be the way you wanted it to because sometimes you want the wrong things in life. Remember you will wish for the wrong things because you’re too blind to understand your true purpose. It’s easy to get distracted by this hectic life. Life Will Never get easy, but you will learn to cope with it. believe in destiny, if its meant to be, it will be because it’s written.
phaxes